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Everytime see your post at twitter....
I also feel sad....
I know i hurt you le....
But actually i not that happy as you think....
That day you call me and we chat le....
You keep on say me very happy mood....
Just i no tell you how suffer i am...
I feel very responsible that i hurt you le..
I make you no freinds....
No want you can shu ku even you sad....
And need to ack happy infront of all people....
Only infront of me you can be your own ba....
But i cant le...
And you know it....

Fall in Love???

Just in 1 month time i fall in love le....?
Fall in love with someone that i cannot love...
Because......
I give him scold le...
No friend do le....
Even i still want to be friend with him...
I know i am very bad....
But i cant control it de....
So sorry....
Just past few day...
From one friend she say....
'' maybe that is not love ''
'' you just use her ''
Me think le....
Is it.....
I not sure....
Just few day holiday...
I like forgot her le....
Is i give up le..???
Or all of this is fake....
I dunno....
Maybe after i see her then i will know the answer ba.....

Lonely

Now i should be happy happy in chinese new year mood ba....
But i cant feel it at all...
Feel so lonely...
At house eventhough with my family but they totally dunno what happen with me....
Cause i same as you, ack happy infront of all people...
Is it in this time i very easy to fall in love with people???
Chat le alot with some if my very close friend..
I have  my problem...
I think they have them...
But i dunno what problem they have...
Work also feel lonely...
Really hope there have someone can teman me....
SMS with me....
Fb chat with me...
Twitter also can....
My phone already long time no receive sms by it own le..
Only i sms people they only reply.....
Haiz....
Already how long no watch movie le....
Last time every week watch one time....
Now really not use to it...
At nite tell le my bro i very lonely..
Maybe he tell to my mum le....
Today they suddenly want date whole familly for movie...
That really not a good feel for me...
So sad....

Hope all of this can pass very fast la.....And i can find my true love....